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5 OCT

muahahaha…..happy ..excited..cant slp at nite..hahaha…y am i so excited…dun think im crazy bcz of stress la….im so excited because finally i can meet JJ at sg wang today….although can see him on TV show….but its vry differ wen u meet him directly,in front of u,somemore wen he look at u twice n smile twice…haha…god…i think im too happy le..haha

ok la…..control my feeling…haha….actually im not sure wether wana go o not…cz no one acc me go..haha…..then at last…my old frens say she oso interested on it then acc me go…then only i got chance to see JJ in a vry near distance…haha

>his original album wth his signature..haha

got ppl acc me wow…..so sure go lol…haha….evethough he help us to sign on his album…but still feel sayang cz didnt get the chance to let him sign on his poster…haha…so greedy hor..hahaa…haiy….cz too many ppl…they dun let us to shake hand or take pic wth JJ……sayang sayang…..

> big big poster…..~~~~~hehe..

at 1st,me n my frens quite scare he cant sign all fans album….cz really too many ppl..and by 11pm he will bck to my FM to be their guess….somemore v take monorail n lrt….got time limit…then i estimate if v still cant manage to Q inside the line by 10.30pm…then v should leave ter…withou his signature…haha

but thank god….he sign so fast…abt 10.10pm v manage to Q near the stage …haha….he really sign so fast…so by the 10.20pm like that…he finish to help all fans to sign…muahahaha……lucky both of us…

after sign,v still dun wan go bck 1st…haha…..v wait he finish sign…sure he will come forwards to stage to let us take last pic…but my hand too slow…cant take his last pic tim….haiy…..sayang….

but nvm la…..this would be my great memory…..wont forget in my life….hahahah….

JJ ! +OIL ! + OIL !…haha…~~~~

ps: for more pictures…visit my frenster…hahaha

5 OCT

today i took my bus to kl….for two reasons actually….haha…one is because i wana meet up my old,ex high school frens,tat is michelle lee…hehe….then 2nd reason is..haha….both of us together attend JJ LiM’s promote tour at sg wang 4th floor parking lot…haha….this is the reasons y i bck to kl early…haha

wah~~its been abt 2 years i think v didnt meet each other after i quit my f6 for some reasons…although i study f6 for only abt 4 mthns only..and that is the time wen v start our frenship as she oso jz move to sdk….but then i really appreciate she as being my fren for that particular time….

she is our Sung Siew new headmaster’s daughter…..for some reason…she helping me so much…she never reject me whenever i need help…so i was lucky to have her as my frens during the time….

this time i was so so happy to meet her again….yes….v change a lot compare to last time..both of us quite differ now..hahaha…..no matter the look o others….but still…..our frenship would never fade away nor change either….she looks more cute n pretty….hm….kinda thin compare wth last time….actually at the 1st time i saw her….i almost cant recognize her…haha….

feel so excited as i still can meet my old frens at kl eventhough in future i wont olwez go to sdk le…..its vry hard to meet my old frens….as they study at differ places…differ country…..its vry hard to get the suitable timing for all to gather once again…..sit down and yamcha…..

really hope the day will come…..and by the way…for all my old frens…..dun forget the promises v make at those day…..promise still a promise……

miss u guys…..i really do…

要开课了。。。不知是要开心还是悲伤呢？开心的是又可以再见到我的一班知己，悲伤的是不能再像假期时般自由自在了。。这学期是我diploma studies 的最后一个学期 了。。真担心我是否能进入下一步呢？我还须担心上一学期的成绩。。坦白说我其实做的不理想。。实在，真的真的非常担心。。。希望我可以过关啦。。。真不敢想太多了。。。

还记得那时考试，在考场上竟然不会做答。。但回到家我不服气。。想再尝试一次。。。结果竟然给我找到答案来。。。真是当场把我给气死了。。。唉。。。

求神拜佛。。在这一学期内，不要再让我遇到这样的事情了。。。拜托。。

      Its been 2 days u left me…i still rmb 12th may 07 is ur 1st day to came into my life…my dad brought u frm kampar bcz of i lost my dog few days ago-(my ex dog ran away frm home)….n im vry unhappy wth tat…n so my dad wana make me happy, he went to kampar to fetch u bck….

      Once my dad get u, he called me,told me tat he got a puppy which he oso quite like u…wen my dad told me the good news…i started to think a name for u…n so…i called u -BOBBY…u are in black color..small size cz u are puppy..fat like a pig cz u vry like to eat..although u are not the type of expensive dog…but i like u cz u still a dog…n bcz i like dogs….

     The 1st day,-12th may… u are like a stranger who jz come into other ppl’s house….u walk n walk around…feeling like u wana knw more abt the new place..i oledi prepare a dog house which i bought for my ex dog..but u dun like it…u more prefer to slp inside my house..haha..cz inside the house more comfortable…mayb bcz u are puppy…u dun even knw how to walk properly..haha…its funny to see how u walk…so u jz like to sit o slp…n u oso like to stay beside me…the 2nd day,-13th may.. u started close wth me…once i call u…u like to come near me…n choose to slp on my leg….u like ppl acc u…if no one play wth u..u will cry…once ppl near u…u go manja them…u like to bite my toes,jz like my toes are the nice food for u..

       The 3th day,-14th may… u started act vry strange…not like normal…when i bring food to u…u dun even wana touch them..at 1st i though u dun like the food i brought bck for u…then i try to get other food for u..u still like tat…n u started to cry …i though bcz u miss ur old place-kampar,i though bcz u miss ur mum,ur familly….at nite abt 10pm, u refuse to eat…i ask my bro fetch me to tesco…hope to get u predigo…dog food…bcz my ex dog oso refuse to eat jz like u…but once i bring the predigo dog food..she ate all…she like it..so i though u oso the same case…but once i open it for u…u oso refuse to eat..tis make me more panic..dad said u probally get sick…u started got sore throat n i can feel u breathe hardly…its oledi 11pm..the animal clinic oledi close..so i planned to take u see doc tomoro…at tat nite,i let u slp inside the house so tat i can stay by ur side..for whole nite..i cant slp..i jz sit the chair the n watch u..i can hear n feel u are in pain….i vry hate myself bcz cant help u…i was vry scare…im awake for whole nite jz to keep u breathing…cz i scare once i fall to slp…u will leave me…i pray tat nite..hope u can hold on for 10 more hour….then only i can bring u go to see doc….once i fall to slp…u will cry to wake me up…once i wake up n sit beside u…u will welcome n happy to see me…i knw u suffering but i cant help u…im vry sad….i sat beside u…u still like normal..come lay beside me..or even manja n slp on my leg

       On tat nite..i cant slp properly…i jz hope the time can pass soon…cz the clinic open at 10 am…it was a long battle for me….

       the next day,15th may, finally i can bring u go to see the doc…i bring u ter…but u seems vry scare…same….u sat beside me…jz like tell me tat u dun wan to stay ter long….but still i let the doc to check ur body…the doc said u got injury inside ur body…but for more details i not sure…cz after tat i dun dare to found out…the doc said u got serious injury n cant live longer…i started to cry..doc said he will gv u 2 injection…n see hw…doc said after he gv u injection…then next hv to depends on u..whether u can overcome tis…i look into ur eyes…u seems like telling me u dun wan tis injection..u wana go home…but still i let the doc to gv u injection…

      The doc said see whether u can hold till afternoon o not…then he will call us…i wanted to stay n look after u but My dad scold me cz i non stop crying ter n refuse go n eat 1st…my mum persue me go n take breakfast then come bck n let me stay ter to look after u…my mum ask the doc permission..the doc agree…then i left u awhile….b4 i left u…i can hear u crying n vomit ter…it makes me more hurt n cry till my eyes bengkak…

       i dun hv mood to eat..all i wan is faster get bck to ur side…n wen i get bck to the clinic after tat….the doc actually told me tat u pass away….i started to cry like i oledi lost my familly….

       15thmay 07 is the date wer u leave me…

       After i lost u n my ex dog…only i notice im not a good dog owner…for all my life…i though im a good dog keeper bcz i like dogs…i though im vry good at keeping a pets….but im wrong…i even dunno how to keep a puppy…its all my fault cz i didnt take care them well…its all my fault…there is more for me to learn how to keep a pets…

       i dunno y….other ppl oso keep a dog as well as me…but y everytime i keep a pets…i cant take good care of them?…im a vry bad person….

       BoBBY…sorry to let u walk away frm me…..im gonna miss u…

…..i eventually skip my lec class n went to genting with my familly on mon…hehe…geng ler….then wah…..genting’s weather not so cold as last time….n dunno y….wen i went to theme park..seems like ntg much games for me anymore…hahahaha…….

     wen i was playing at the indoor games near the casino ter….i receive a call….from a hong kong travel agent which wat they told me la….call "gou thai" travel agent…they told me tat their company never made a tour to malaysia b4…they would like to try in tis field at malaysia…ask wether i agree o welcome them o not…such weird Question…hw if i say not welcome?…hahaha…but of course i didnt say like tat lol..hahaha….im a good gal…see…hhaha….although mayb they are lier but i still answer their Question…hahaa….then i say yes…we are welcome n agree….hahaha…..so hipokrit….hahaha…..then after tat…she say to thanks for my oppinion~~she gv me free ticket to enter a show which will held on this thur..,means tomoro….n gv me reference num…say i can bring my familly member….

        all i need to do is jz show up at genting during thur n gv them tis reference num…then they will bring me to the show….she say hongkong start will be ter….so…i dunno wether its ture o not lol…..hongkong star wer got so free to show up at ter ler …..rite..?…hahah……but im vry curious abt wat she said….

       though wana go see wether its true o not…but fri i got test….so cant go n check le..hahahahah…..after come bck frm genting…the leg really pain like hell..hahah…..old oledi…haiy………cham….

       …..ok la…anyway….my actual result havent out yet….hope tis time will get wat i wan….really hope so..haha….good luck for me~~   ^_^

….ai….tat day i though wana cut a bit my front hair…jz to make it look more nicely….who knws…when i cut,it looks more shorter than i though….and end up…..too short……my godness….haiy…..so regret now…..my roomate laugh at me once she saw me in room….haha…..

……wat to do…dun wan spend money to saloon jz to cut a bit front hair….so i jz cut my self….haiy…..who knows it will end up like tis…hahaha…..become weird now…hahahah…..

       so my advise to all….dun ever try to cut ur hair urself unless u are vry 100 % confidence oo….n 100% u are expert….hahah…..if not will end up like me…haha…

…..ai…really hate tis short sem…..somemore the time table is worst….haiy…..seems like no time to eat tim….not like last sem….i still have the time go out wth classmate….tis sem for me,only one word can describe it…….sien~~boring…haiy…..go to coll…attend the lec…then after tat jz go bck…..

       not like last sem…..still can go out wth classmate..haiy…..so sien……tis sem really can kill me le…..haha….hope next sem the time table wont be tis worst again….ice skating~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~havent go yet….haiy………dunno wen only v can go…..

         yet…the life still go on…hahaha…..hope the stupid SBS school wont gv us this kind of time table again…..

     yeah~~~today is my final paper for my 3rd sem in the 1st yr of dipoma..so nervous cz now is sit n wait the result come out…so happy cz holiday lol….hehehe…..chinese new year coming soon~~~~~hehehhe……

     this year will be the 1st year for me to celebrate at ipoh…my hometwn…hahha,…quite excited oso…hehhee…….so will be great….hehehe

     suppose tomoro sat me n classmate hv a plan…hahaha….go sunway play ice skating…..but sayang lot ppl cant go…n act v dun hv any time plan it properly…..so…hv to postpone to nx sem la…hehehe…..hope can go nx sem…hahahaha

      ai….suppose will go bck ipoh on nx wed cz though wana go out wth classmate..since the plan cancell le…then will go bck tomoro….but will cum bck again on sun…as will go for a part time job which i never expect my self for it…hahaha…..as a part time teacher at primary sch….hahaha….thnk will be teaching BM o moral at the chinese sch which located at pj….hahahha….

       vry scare scare abt it as never hv the experience b4….hahaha…only then after i found that myself dun even hv a nicely clothes which is more "si wen"….haha…..now only i found out that all my clothes is for goin out d…hahaha….like go gai gai tat type….sch of course cant allow to wear like tat la…sexy o mini skirt….hahaha….so….now hv to buy some clothes which suit for the situational…hahahahha….

       so….hope everyting will be fine during teaching at the sch……hope i get a grp of nice student……hhahahaha…..haiy….though plan go bck ipoh b4 valetine cz dun wan stay at kl as will be lonely…hahaha….but have to stay at kl oso le…haha…no choice liao…hahahah…so..everyone…wish u all

        HAPPY HOLIDAY,HAPPY VALETINE N HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!ENJOY UR HOLIDAYS…

yesterday went to sg wang count dwn wth classmate..v go ter early…gals late n let the guys wait almost abt 1hr..haha…its normal for a gals who late cz need to make up mah…hahaha…so guys…u all hv to learn hw to be patient in waiting a gals lol…hehehe….

at 1st i wanted to go wangsa lrt ter take money from maybank atm…but unluckly,the mesin out of service…damn it…then hv to borrow money frm frens 1st lol….after tat only go times square d atm take money…

the show at sg wang started at 8.30pm….v go ter late…hahhaa…abt 9.30pm only go ter…hm…then during v walk through the crowed ppl ter…..after reache lot10..only i found out tat i loss my hp whc i put in my skirt pocket…damn it…tis is the 2nd time i loss my hp liao….the 1st hp i loss at masjid jamek during 2nd sem i thnk…n nw….tis is the 2nd time i loss my hp at sg wang…somemore tis hp i didnt use it for more than 1 yr..OMG….die…haiz….vry malang…

nw dun hv hp to use…n tomoro is public holiday…haiz…cant cancell the num as soon as possible….y so bad day 1…haiz….wana cry le…cant do anyting le….its my fault oso…haiy….so everyone..pls let me knw ur hp num again as i cant rmb ur num…

after the show at sg wang…v went bck to wangsa n gals had a small party at meiyee’s hs…haha…knw la…buy some drinks n chit chat at her hs…well…although today i loss my hp…but i felt lucky cz my ic n other still here…then v drink n chat till the nx day…didnt slp…nw vry tire..haha….

anyway….nice to have a great time wth u all…it helps us getting to knw well each other…hope v will go out like tis again ya….haiy…still sad abt my hp..haha….wana slp le…tire…

wah…time pass by vry fast lol….nw oledi dec…..still got few week…X’mas lol….haha….syook bcz got holiday…bore bcz dunno wer to go during tis holiday….somemore few frens mayb go pak tou wth their gf o bf…left me n other frens which is still single n available…dunno wat to plan oso..any suggestion??….ai…if dun hv plan…then i go bck hometwn le…better than celebrate alone here….hahahaa…

hiaz….16th dec..means nx week…..got a concert at bukit jalil…guess who will be singing on tat day….one of them is JJ LIM….n he is the only one who attract n makes me got the desire to go ter watch his performance…haha….aiyo….but dunno can go o not…cz hv to see my budget…ai…sad sad…n tis week the jolin concert i oso wish to go but yet cant go..bor money…haiz…2 of my frens act win the ticket to her concert on tis sat….so lucky…haiy…sad for me….haha…

anyone got any suggestion on hw to celebrate n wer to go on X’mas day pls let me knw o…thx for ur sugesstion…hehe….take care everyone..